this whole week for me equal to no canteen/food during recess/lunch, someone please kindly remind me how ugly our canteen is! then i'll start staving during lesson while the class failed to piss that old maths woman off as she cant seems to wipe her wide smile off her huge face! i love english lessons so much cause its just so cooooool! we get the whole week to complete our assignment which means we can sleep for a looooooong time! i'm glad tracy chua is gone if not we'll have to finish everything within an hour! HAHAAAAA. poking of heart for bio is so fun even though i admit i'm still scare of that sheep's heart! the way we poke it is pretty sadistic but you should see how mrsIT squeezed that poor heart! didnt go out for almost the whole week so tues,weds and thurs equals to going back home, reading comcis/magazines and then falling asleep until six and then sleep again at ten! no life i know but thats life what LOL! praying for rain to come and wishing everyday was friday is like my occupation.

wouldnt it be great if i can talk to myself about stuffs thats bothering me and then feel better? it'll be so great if everyone feels the same so no talking is needed to know what the hell is actually wrong/screwed. however, thats just not the way things work right? people tend to keep their feelings inside, thinking or hoping that maybe someday someone will discover it but sometimes its just too late and most of the time it just dont happen at all, maybe once in a million year. whatever are the reasons one gets emo all of a sudden, the way one act like as if everything is alright when things aint that way or whether one meant those things one just said. like when i say its nothing, i dont actually mean it. or like times when i made up some really crappy excuses just to cover things up. now i'm not afraid to tell you that because of these many little and huge disappointment, all i'm asking for/expecting is-nothing.

dont turn your back away and leave.